

Ghost LoverFever filled fantasy You'll never belong to me Phantom lips to kiss I'll never know what the reality is Hold me in your shadowy arms Tonight I'm the victim of your charms I writhe under your ghostly touch But truth is so far from my imaginary love In my mind I'm under your spell Caught in that spectral gaze I know so well Give your spirit heart to me If only in my haunted dreams I want to love you, body, heart, and soul But you're not real to me, forever froze Like the statue you're cold as stone I fall asleep with you but I wake up aloneGhost Lover


Constantly LosingWhy do I feel this empty hole? I thought you'd fill it but now I know You're only there when you want to be Can't seem to get you to feel anything for me You're the best in the world when I put myself out Can't you tell me what this is really about? Why I don't see you or talk to you at all I'm tired of being the first to fall I was fooled by how close we were that day Now I can feel you slipping away You're still here but it feels like you're gone It's so foolish to keep holding on You've become a ghost of the pastConstantly Losing
A spectral of bittersweet memories at last


DisownedThrough the years I've learned Being related doesn't make you concerned Being a family member doesn't make you family Living with you does not make you love me Here I am continuing to prove myself And you're so selfish you're oblivious to my help Every year gone by means nothing to you Because you always drop me for someone new I'm only a bitch because it hurts me Those stars in your eyes make you too blind to see I can't seem to control my rage I'm mad at myself for thinking you'll change Thinking maybe this time how I feel might mean something Then your actions slDisowned


Losing YouI thought that maybe you were the one Who'd chase the shadows away and show me the sun I thought you accepted me for the flawed person I am I guess I was wrong and you never really gave a damnLosing You
Lesson learned but I can't move on I Keep trying to convince myself that you're gone No matter how much I want you to be You're never really going to be the one for me
I wanted so much to believe you were different I didn't want to see the truth so I kept giving in Once again you proved it was misguided trust Whatever you felt for me was never love
But you make
by *nell-fallcard
by *nell-fallcard
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You can always buy my Prints!
Here is the link.
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You have to click the download button to read the whole story. I just had a snap shot of part of it up for display.
Thanks again.
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"I started out with nothing, and I still have most of it."
Was the 'trip' for work or for fun?
Did you miss the wallpaper named 'Tagged' too?
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"I started out with nothing, and I still have most of it."
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